Off to see Dr V in the morning. The day is almost finally here.
I shouldn't be nervous about this. I should feel calm, prepared and all together. But I don't.
Why, when I'm going to a medical appointment does it feel like I'm going to be standing in front of a firing squad instead? Why should I feel uncomfortable when a doctor is supposed to be here to help me?
I'm just feeling a whole mixture of emotions: scared, unsure, hopeful, realistic, nervous, worried...
Just really hope it goes well tomorrow and I come out feeling secure in the knowledge that there is a plan in place that is going to help get me back on my feet, and soon...
