The Endo 2014!

As much as I don't want to wish any days of my life away, I have to say that I'm glad to see the end of 2014.

In January of this year, I was finally given a name for my ongoing period / health / pain related issues.  I'd had problems on and off since 2007, but 2013 was when my Gynae issues really started to affect my general health on a daily basis.

After my first Laparoscopic surgery in mid January 2014, I was diagnosed with Stage 2 Endometriosis at age 21.  I have now undergone 3 Laparoscopic Surgeries and am still suffering with ongoing (potentially ovary related) pelvic pain.  To add yet another diagnosis, I was told by my Gynaecologist 4 weeks ago that I also have Adenomyosis.  Nice Christmas gift that was!

2014 has been a journey, that's for sure.  In some ways though, I am grateful for it because no matter how tough things have gotten, I have proved to myself how strong I am.  Also, I actually have a really high pain threshold, so that's good to know and I'm sure it will come in handy in the future!

I guess looking forward, I am still left with more questions than answers...

+ Am I going to be able to get my pain under control and keep it there?

+ Is my fatigue going to improve to a point where I can work again,  not have to limit my activities and live a more normal life?

+ Will my Endometriosis and Adenomyosis become more stable so that I have less symptoms?

+ Do I have to be on the Pill for the foreseeable future to control my Gynae issues and how long will this keep them at bay before I need more treatment or  (perish the thought) another Laparoscopic Surgery?

+ Will I be able to sleep naturally again without having to take tablets to help my body remember how to sleep?

I don't have any answers though, so I'll just have to carry on with my body as it is and see what my Gynaecologist has to say at the end of January.

It has been a tough and challenging year for me, that's for sure.

Just want to say a huge thank you to my family and friends for supporting me and accepting me how I am each day.  Also, a huge thank you to all the doctors and nurses who have taken care of me this year.  You have (mostly) done the best you could for me and there are a couple of you who I'd love to go out for a coffee with one day.  ☺

Bring on 2015!  I'm ready for whatever you throw at me.

A Year Ago Today

December 17, 2013.  The first day that a Doctor sat across the table from me, looked me in the face and told me they thought I almost definitely had Endometriosis just from taking the time to listen to my story and growing list of symptoms.  This was an important day because I had finally heard from a medical professional the phrase that I had been both hoping and dreading to hear in equal parts. 

I was sitting in the office of a male General Surgeon (yes, not a female Gynaecologist!) who I had been recommended to by a friend who works in the medical world.  Having had multiple GP visits and seen 2 female Gynecologists at different times during the previous 7 years and getting nowhere, I asked my friend for a recommendation as it was time for a different approach.

It was a relief just to sit there and hear someone finally say that they knew what was wrong with me, why the pain was becoming so unbearable and why more of my life was being disrupted due to my declining health.

To think that a whole year has gone by since that day is a bit scary to be honest with you.  It's like the last 365 days have been swallowed up into a big black hole or something... 

In celebration of the end of this year (and I can tell you I'm glad to see the back of it) here are some random firsts, facts and figures from 2014...

My first... 
+ Admission to hospital
+ Overnight stay in hospital
+ Hospital meal (glad that's over)
+ IV line insertion
+ MRI Scan 

+ Endoscopy
+ Sedation
+ General anaesthetic
+ Surgery
+ Patient Controlled Analgesic :-) 


And here are some totals from my 37 days in hospital during 2014... 
1 Endoscopy
2 MRI Scans
3 Laparoscopic Surgeries
4 General Anaesthetics
5 Ultrasound Scans 

Outpatient appointments attended, pills swallowed, blood tests - too many to count...

I'm just thankful that it's December 2014 and not December 2013 which would mean I'm right back at the beginning of this journey.

Also, you know how people say when they have done something that they wish they had known about it in advance, as they would have done things differently?  Happy that I didn't know beforehand how long and rough this journey was going to be.

I will write more about different parts of my Endometriosis journey in future posts in the New Year.  Until then, wishing you all a Happy New Year and may 2015 bring less pain and better health for all of us Endo Girls!