I Don't Know About You, But I'm Still Feeling 22

Tonight as I sit here in my cozy bedroom with my little lanterns providing soft light to my thoughts, I'm musing about the coming year.

No, it's not New Year's Eve, but the eve of the celebration of the day of my birth.  Tomorrow, I turn another year older, so in a way it feels like a mid year New Year and another fresh start.

What do I want from this year?  Well, I would like to be cured of my chronic illnesses, but magic wands are still in the early stages of research and development!

Seriously though, what would I like to see happen this coming year?  Some thoughts...

• For my health to improve further, or at least stabilise.  This would provide me with a more stable platform to live my life by for sure, and would also make planning for the near future just that little bit easier!

• To find a medication or treatment to relieve or at least manage my symptoms.  This really has been an ongoing struggle for me, and I've never found anything that works really well for any longer than about 2 weeks at a time.  If that could change, it would be lovely.

• To do well in my final University papers and graduate in July!  It's only a short course, but I am so proud of myself for achieving this during 2016 despite all of the challenges life and my health have thrown at me.  Now to decide if I want to do the follow on course...

• Get back into my guitar playing, and sing more.  Guitar has fallen by the wayside recently as I have just been too fatigued to work on it, but I'm hoping to get back into it soon.  Music is one of my greatest joys and is a wonderful form of stress relief, so I will make more of an effort as energy and my Uni schedule allow.

• To develop a greater acceptance for where my life is at, and to be at peace with the fact that I'm exactly where I am meant to be.  Long term goal this one, but with my faith, family support and perseverance, I'm determined to be more accepting and patient with myself.

• Make sure I nurture my body and love it as much as I can in every way possible.  To feed it well, exercise regularly, rest when it tells me and just to take great care of it.

• Figure out a practical career path.  The Physiotherapy dream is still burning bright in my heart, but at the same time it feels as if it's fading away from me.  I know I would make a brilliant Physio (not to blow my own trumpet), but I'm coming to terms with the fact that pushing myself into 4 years of full time University study may not be the smartest thing to do!  I'm not ruling it out, but could really do with a solid Plan B in case it doesn't work out the way I have always hoped it would.

• To get back into art and creative pursuits more.  I am loving my University study, but it's exhausting me to the point that I don't really have the energy to do much else!  So I would like to find a little bit more of a healthy balance in my life between my study, online, real and creative worlds.

• For my family to know how much I appreciate them.  Saying thank you never feels like anywhere near enough of a repayment for all that they do for me on a daily basis, so it's kind of a wish really, but I hope they know in their hearts how grateful I am to have them in my life.

• To one day be well enough to take my brother out on an expedition like he has done for me so many times, and to just laugh and have fun with him without being in pain or having to find a bathroom.  That would be nice.

• For people to see me as normal, and to see past my illnesses.  I'm still a lovable, creative, kind person with a pretty good sense of humour, and I would like more of the people in my wider circle to realise that and treat me like they're talking to me as a person, not just someone with illnesses.

And just to live another great year, taking as many opportunities that come my way as I can, having fun, getting to know more people and just living the most beautiful life I can.

Inside the mind of a GP

I was hoping for a little support from my GP when I went to see her this morning.  Since this has all been going on for over a year now and I am really starting to struggle, especially with my worsening fatigue and racing heart.  You would think that a little bit of sympathy and support wouldn't be that hard to get - right?

Wrong!

Talking about my fatigue that has so far lasted 8 months (very briefly) - "You're just tired because your body is fighting some kind of unknown allergy.  "Here, take this antihistamine for at least 4 weeks (even though she's put me on it before and it kept me up at night with terrible stomach cramps and diarrhea until I stopped taking it) and then we'll see what happens.  Oh, and by the way, it will help with your nausea as well!" 

Talking about my mysterious bloated stomach - "Oh, you're probably constipated."  No I'm not, I know what that feels like from when all the pain meds in hospital made me constipated and I would definitely know if I was!

Talking about my ongoing pelvic pain - "Is it worse than before, or just the same as before?"  Yes, it's the same as before, but it was pretty bad before, so shouldn't you be concerned that it isn't getting any better?  "Oh, I'll just make a note of that."  Great, how is that going to help me???

All the "helpful advice" I got from her today was to be told that I was dwelling on my symptoms too much and that I should learn to distract myself and not focus on how I was feeling!!! 

Mum (who comes to all of my medical appointments as my support person and second brain since my memory is so rubbish) stepped in at that point and told GP that I was really positive and pretty much permanently used the art of distracting myself to just get through the day.  I also added that I tend to go and write down what symptoms I am experiencing (and at what level), then just go and do something else.  Basically, my attitude is if I'm dealing with less symptoms that day, then that's great and I will enjoy it while it lasts.  If it's a bad day, then I just do what my body can handle and settle for that.

There is so much frustration inside me right now, as I feel like I am being treated like a complete idiot and every time I go to see my GP they just say "Here's another tablet - try this" with no real explanation about what might be wrong.  Or alternatively just say there's nothing they can do to help (like my last ex GP), or tell me to wait until my next Specialist appointment, which could be at least  3 -  6 months away depending on how long I've had to wait.

My GP also seems to have a low opinion of me when it comes to trying new tablets.  She says to me to "make sure I give this one a good go" like I don't want to try anything new.  This is not the case at all - I will try anything!!!  Just because I had to stop the last 2 tablets that she put me on due to side effects including stomach cramps, diarrhea, extreme tiredness and blurred vision does not mean I am not open to trying new things!  It just means that those tablets obviously don't agree with me.  Then she asks "How do you know that those symptoms were caused by the tablets I put you on?"  Um, because I didn't have these symptoms until I started the new tablet, and after I stopped it they went away - isn't that logical enough for you?

GPs seem to have very little understanding of Endometriosis and how to take care of their patients who have Gynae issues along with other mysterious symptoms in my case.  Also, they never believe you when you suggest that your other symptoms including worsening fatigue and my fabulously bloated stomach (otherwise known as Endo Belly by some of my bloggy friends) could be related to Endo.  They just say "No, those aren't classified as Endometriosis symptoms."  I get better advice from my fellow Endo Bloggers and other young women who are going through similar things to me than I do from any Medical Doctors - isn't that saying something???

OK, enough GP ranting now.  Time for a song to remind me that I can carry on and that one day everything will be all right again.

                              

The Endo 2014!

As much as I don't want to wish any days of my life away, I have to say that I'm glad to see the end of 2014.

In January of this year, I was finally given a name for my ongoing period / health / pain related issues.  I'd had problems on and off since 2007, but 2013 was when my Gynae issues really started to affect my general health on a daily basis.

After my first Laparoscopic surgery in mid January 2014, I was diagnosed with Stage 2 Endometriosis at age 21.  I have now undergone 3 Laparoscopic Surgeries and am still suffering with ongoing (potentially ovary related) pelvic pain.  To add yet another diagnosis, I was told by my Gynaecologist 4 weeks ago that I also have Adenomyosis.  Nice Christmas gift that was!

2014 has been a journey, that's for sure.  In some ways though, I am grateful for it because no matter how tough things have gotten, I have proved to myself how strong I am.  Also, I actually have a really high pain threshold, so that's good to know and I'm sure it will come in handy in the future!

I guess looking forward, I am still left with more questions than answers...

+ Am I going to be able to get my pain under control and keep it there?

+ Is my fatigue going to improve to a point where I can work again,  not have to limit my activities and live a more normal life?

+ Will my Endometriosis and Adenomyosis become more stable so that I have less symptoms?

+ Do I have to be on the Pill for the foreseeable future to control my Gynae issues and how long will this keep them at bay before I need more treatment or  (perish the thought) another Laparoscopic Surgery?

+ Will I be able to sleep naturally again without having to take tablets to help my body remember how to sleep?

I don't have any answers though, so I'll just have to carry on with my body as it is and see what my Gynaecologist has to say at the end of January.

It has been a tough and challenging year for me, that's for sure.

Just want to say a huge thank you to my family and friends for supporting me and accepting me how I am each day.  Also, a huge thank you to all the doctors and nurses who have taken care of me this year.  You have (mostly) done the best you could for me and there are a couple of you who I'd love to go out for a coffee with one day.  ☺

Bring on 2015!  I'm ready for whatever you throw at me.

A Year Ago Today

December 17, 2013.  The first day that a Doctor sat across the table from me, looked me in the face and told me they thought I almost definitely had Endometriosis just from taking the time to listen to my story and growing list of symptoms.  This was an important day because I had finally heard from a medical professional the phrase that I had been both hoping and dreading to hear in equal parts. 

I was sitting in the office of a male General Surgeon (yes, not a female Gynaecologist!) who I had been recommended to by a friend who works in the medical world.  Having had multiple GP visits and seen 2 female Gynecologists at different times during the previous 7 years and getting nowhere, I asked my friend for a recommendation as it was time for a different approach.

It was a relief just to sit there and hear someone finally say that they knew what was wrong with me, why the pain was becoming so unbearable and why more of my life was being disrupted due to my declining health.

To think that a whole year has gone by since that day is a bit scary to be honest with you.  It's like the last 365 days have been swallowed up into a big black hole or something... 

In celebration of the end of this year (and I can tell you I'm glad to see the back of it) here are some random firsts, facts and figures from 2014...

My first... 
+ Admission to hospital
+ Overnight stay in hospital
+ Hospital meal (glad that's over)
+ IV line insertion
+ MRI Scan 

+ Endoscopy
+ Sedation
+ General anaesthetic
+ Surgery
+ Patient Controlled Analgesic :-) 


And here are some totals from my 37 days in hospital during 2014... 
1 Endoscopy
2 MRI Scans
3 Laparoscopic Surgeries
4 General Anaesthetics
5 Ultrasound Scans 

Outpatient appointments attended, pills swallowed, blood tests - too many to count...

I'm just thankful that it's December 2014 and not December 2013 which would mean I'm right back at the beginning of this journey.

Also, you know how people say when they have done something that they wish they had known about it in advance, as they would have done things differently?  Happy that I didn't know beforehand how long and rough this journey was going to be.

I will write more about different parts of my Endometriosis journey in future posts in the New Year.  Until then, wishing you all a Happy New Year and may 2015 bring less pain and better health for all of us Endo Girls!

30 Things About Living with Endometriosis You May Not Know

I'm in quite a bit of pain today.  The new Pill that is supposed to be helping with my pain did reduce my pain a little for a few days, which was a nice break. However, the last few days, the pain has escalated again and I am struggling.

Blog surfing is a good distraction technique and I discovered this list of questions on a couple of other Endo Blogs, so I thought I would give it a go.  

For me, some of these questions are quite personal and reveal more about my illness and how I manage it.  Feeling a bit shy about sharing, but here goes...



1. The illness I live with is: 

Endometriosis.  This is a painful condition where tissue that normally lines the inside of your uterus - the endometrium - grows outside your uterus.  In Endometriosis, displaced endometrial tissue continues to act as it normally would - it thickens, breaks down and bleeds with each period.  Because this displaced tissue has no way to exit your body, it becomes trapped and causes severe pain.  Surrounding tissue can become irritated, eventually developing scar tissue and adhesions - abnormal tissue that binds organs together.

I also have Adenomyosis, which is a condition in where the Endometrium (uterine lining) implants itself inside the muscular wall (myometrium) of the uterus, where it's not supposed to be.  I have been told that my uterine wall has a Venetian Blind appearance, which is an odd description, but is how Adenomyosis can appear and show up on an Ultrasound Scan.

Adenomyosis is NOT the same as Endometriosis.  However, many women who have Adenomyosis also have Endometriosis.

Just like Endometriosis, the cause of Adenomyosis is unknown.


2. I was diagnosed with it in the year: 

2014 


3. But had symptoms since: 

2007 


4. The biggest adjustment I've had to make is:  

There are lots of answers to this question, but what immediately springs to mind is getting used to being in hospital and seeing doctors on a regular basis.  Also, having to tell the whole story about this year over and over again because they say they 'want to hear you tell it in your own words' when they could just take the time to read my file, even though what is quoted is quite often incorrect.  I have broken down in tears trying to explain to doctors about everything that has happened, because I try to live each day as it comes and reliving everything is painful and hard for me emotionally.


5. Most people assume: 

Most people haven't heard of Endometriosis and don't know that it exists. Those people who like to think they know about it, think that it just means you have painful periods and the rest of the time you are fine.  This is definitely not the case as I am in pain every day and have other symptoms including nausea, sleep issues, bloating and chronic fatigue.  Also, pain relief doesn't work well a lot of the time, so when people say "Oh, just take a Panadol", it doesn't work like that.


6. The hardest part about mornings are: 

Waking up in the morning and due to the fatigue, not feeling like you have slept at all, even though you have.  Then getting out of bed and your body realising it's awake, which is when the pain and other symptoms really start to awaken and kick in.  Also, wondering how today is going to be as you have no control over it.  Will this be a good day and will I manage?  Or, will this be a crap day where I'll have to grit my teeth and suck it up?


7. My favourite Medical TV Show is: 

I don't watch Medical TV Shows very often, since my life this year pretty much is a Medical Show all of it's own.  However, when I do watch them, my favourites are 24 Hours in A & E, One Born Every Minute and The Night Shift 


8. A gadget I couldn't live without is: 

My phone.  It's where I do most of my blogging and emailing and how I stay connected to the outside world and also has lots of music loaded onto it.  Music is one of the things I rely on as a distraction technique and I can tailor what I listen to depending on my mood and my pain levels. 


9. The hardest part about nights are: 

Sleeping has been an ongoing problem for me since December 2013 and I haven't had a full, decent nights sleep since then.  I am now on medication to try and get me to sleep, which does help, but still can't replace the deep natural sleep that I used to have.

Pain and other symptoms can feel much worse at night after my body has struggled through a long day.  There is nothing else to focus on lying there in the dark, so it can be hard to distract yourself and ignore the pain.


10. Each day I take 6 tablets: 

6 is a normal day for me at the moment, but depends on what other medications my doctors might be trying or if I am on any natural supplements. On days when pain or other symptoms are worse, additional meds may be required.  One day, I would like to be taking 0 tablets, but I will take what is necessary to control my condition and get me through the day, as long as my sensitive body doesn't have too many side effects.


11. Regarding alternative treatment I: 

I've been to a Naturopath and taken multiple natural supplements, but after a few months I realised that nothing was really making a difference, so I have left the natural remedies behind for now.  I am receiving some natural healing at the moment alongside my prescribed medications.  I'm just hoping that my Gynecologist can help me to manage my pain soon. 


12. If I had to choose between an invisible or visible illness I would choose: 

Invisible.  As hard as it is to try and explain an invisible illness to people and no matter how frustrating and isolating it is, at least I don't look really sick all the time (although some days I do).  I appreciate being able to look in the mirror and look okay because if I looked the way I feel, it would scare you and everyone would probably take one look at me and run away screaming :-) 


13. Regarding working and career: 

I had to take Term 1 of this year off my job as a Teacher Aide at a school for young people with special needs, because I had been in hospital twice already and knew I would be having further surgery.  I have since had to leave my job altogether and have not worked at all this year as my illness has really kicked my body around and being in pain and having no energy makes working impossible right now.

I loved my job and my aim is to one day return to working with young people with special needs, although it may have to be in a different way now than how I had planned due to my ongoing health issues. 


14. People would be surprised to know: 

How much Endometriosis affects your entire life.  Your relationships with your family and friends, self-confidence, future plans.  So many things are affected and having Endometriosis can really take a toll on you emotionally - sometimes you just have to have a good cry and let it all out. 


15. The hardest thing I've had to accept about my new reality has been: 

Accepting that I am going to have to live with this for the rest of my life. I have had surgeries, and that has helped a bit, but I am never going to go into remission or be cured.  It's all about managing my condition and hoping that I don't require more surgery in the near future.



16. Something I never thought I could do with my illness that I did was: 

Talk about it openly and publish a blog on the internet!  I would also like to talk to some other Endo girls my age - who knows, maybe they will find my blog and say Hi. 


17. The TV commercials about my illness: 

Do not exist.  It's so frustrating that there is no awareness about Endometriosis when I have heard that it is more common than Asthma or Diabetes.  Women with Endo may be strong and put on a brave face, but we need support.  It is especially important for all of us to do what we can to start discussions about this, because I don't want any more young women to feel alone and like there is no one who understands.


18. Something I really miss doing since I was diagnosed: 

Going out whenever I want and for as long as I want, without wondering if I am going to be in pain and monitoring my activities due to my chronic fatigue.  I never had to think about these things before. 


19. It was really hard to have to give up: 

My 'free as a bird' attitiude.  I now have to think more about what I do and how I look after myself, which can mean that I miss out on family gatherings and events, or don't enjoy myself because of the way I am feeling.


20. A new hobby I have taken up since my diagnosis is: 

Blogging and Playing the Acoustic Guitar. 


21. If I could have one day of feeling normal I would: 

Spend the day with my close family and friends walking along the beach, going out places and running around with all the energy in the world!


22. My illness has taught me: 

Life isn't always fair and you never know what will happen and when.  I try to live each day as well as I can and appreciate what I can achieve instead of dwelling on what I can't do right now. 


23. Want to know a secret? One thing that gets under my skin is: 

People who try to push advice on you or convince you to do things when they have no understanding of your illness.  I know they are only trying to help, but sometimes trying to explain to them why it's not a good idea doesn't even make them stop and think!


24. But I love it when people say: 

The simple things like "I'm here for you" or "Let me know if there is anything you need."  Even a simple smile or hug can make all the difference. 


25. My favourite motto, scripture, quote that gets me through the tough times is: 

How could I choose just one?  Positive words and quotes are really helpful when I am feeling down and need a reminder to be positive.  This one was actually on another Endo Girl's Blog, but I liked it, so thought I would share it here.

 “... Whatever condition we are in, we must always do what we want to do, and if we want to go on a journey, then we must do so and not worry about our condition, even if it's the worst possible condition, because, if it is, we're finished anyway, whether we go on the journey or not, and it's better to die having made the journey we're been longing for than to be stifled by our longing.” ― Thomas Bernhard 


26. When someone is diagnosed I'd like to tell them: 

Wow!  Where do I start?  First of all, you are not alone, no matter how lonely your diagnosis may make you feel.  

You will need people who are supportive and will take the time to listen to you, so find a GP and Gynaecologist who you feel comfortable with.  It may not be the first doctor you meet (it certainly wasn't for me), but this is going to be an important, ongoing relationship, so make it count.   

Be open with your family and close friends when you are diagnosed.  It will help them to understand your limitations and support you better.

Research, but don't overdo it.  Yes, the Internet is a great resource and it can help you to understand your condition better.  However, be aware of reading forums and other places where women share their personal experiences, as everyone is affected differently by Endometriosis.  There are different stages of the disease and each woman will have a variation of symptoms in both their presentation and severity.  As Dr V has told me, there is a point when you just need to stop googling and focus on yourself.

Trust yourself.  You know your body best and if you feel like things aren't right or you're not sure of a treatment or medication, don't stay quiet.  Voice your opinion and keep telling someone until they listen to you.  Doctors don't know everything (boy, have I found that out!), so ask questions and make suggestions as it will help them to help you.

Finally, having Endometriosis will be something you will have to manage for the rest of your life, but it's not a life sentence.  Everyone's Endo experience is different and you will still be able to live an amazing life, it just might be a little bit different than before.


27. Something that has surprised me about living with illness is: 

People's lack of understanding of how you can have an illness for a long period of time.  It seems like they think you should have just 'gotten over it already' when it's not always that simple.  Like when a member of my family phones up and says 'So, are you better today?' and I feel like saying "What do you think???"  Also, how much your life can change in such a short amount of time. 


28. The nicest thing someone did for me when I wasn't feeling well was: 

Probably my Mum, who has been with me every step of the way.  Sitting with me when I'm in pain and trying to calm me down when everything has just become too much.

Also, Nurse T in the Gynae Ward at my local hospital.  She could just tell by looking at me when I needed pain relief, a cold flannel or some anti nausea meds.  She also took the time to talk to me about everyday things, which definitely helped me to laugh and break the monotony of yet another hospital stay.  


29. I'm involved in Endometriosis awareness month because: 

Endometriosis Awareness Month isn't really publicised in New Zealand.  I would love to change that and build more awareness and support for Endo Girls everywhere.  I've been there, newly diagnosed and unsure, so I would like to help others when they need it most. 


30. The fact that you read this makes me feel: 

A little embarrassed, but mostly happy.  Thankful that you took the time to read a little bit about me and my Endo experience.  Also interested to know what you thought of my blog, so leave a comment or email me and say Hi. 

My date with Dr V

So, today was the day.

After waiting 3 months to go back and see my Gynaecologist, I met with her today.

Funnily enough, there I was sitting in the waiting room when someone tapped me on the shoulder.   I turned around and who should I see smiling at me but N, who I spent some time in the bed next to on one of my hospital admissions this year!  Generous hugs and hello, how are you's followed.  It was lovely to see her and nice to catch up as you always wonder how the people you meet and get to know in hospital are doing.  By coincidence, N is also a patient of Dr V, so that's why we were at clinic on the same day.

After N left and a bit more waiting, it was time to catch up with Dr V.

Dr V is unsure of the cause of my ongoing abdominal pain, but has decided to put me on a contraceptive pill continuously for a couple of months to see if it helps relieve the daily pain I am experiencing, or at least improve the severe pain during my periods. 

From the ultrasound that I had done recently, Dr V says she can see that I definitely have Adenomyosis as well as Endometriosis.  I don't know a lot about that at this point, but that's another conversation I need to have with Dr V.

She also told me that it looks like my right ovary could be turning polycistic, which isn't great, so we have to do something about that now before it gets any worse.

Dr V also sent me for more blood tests this afternoon.  I will be having another ultrasound scan done to see how things look before I go back to see her again in 8 weeks so she can monitor me.

It's hard for me in some ways, after the Endometriosis diagnosis and associated surgeries, to still have ongoing pain with no clear cause.  I know that Dr V is doing her best for me though, and she told me today that she will keep trying different things and persevere to help me feel better.  It's really good for me, especially as a young woman, to have that support from a Doctor and know that I can be open with her and talk to her about anything that's happening.  Think I have a really good relationship with her, so hopefully between her and me there will be some improvement soon.

On the way out of clinic today, I dropped into the Hospital Market with Mum for a look around.  Found this gorgeous turquoise cross necklace, so bought it to cheer myself up.  I'm sure there must be a study on how retail therapy is beneficial for chronic illness somewhere in the world :-)

He's My Brother

Last night, I was in severe pain. 

Yes, I had already taken pain relief, but don't be fooled by those fake smiling people on the pain killer ads.  Sometimes they just don't work like they should.

I had my period and the achy pain that I experience every single day had escalated to a really severe level, like it has for the last 3 months.  Whether this pain is Endometriosis related or not, I don't know, but it's definitely some kind of Gynae pain.  I'll have to ask my Gynaecologist when I go to see her on Friday.  It's been a very long 3 months to wait, I can tell you.

Anyway, there I was, slumped in a chair at the dining table, really struggling to handle the pain.

Then my brother, seeing how much pain I was in, asked me if I wanted to go in the car with him 10 minutes down the road to drop something off.

Now, normally when I'm in pain, I would have said no and gone to curl up in a corner with a gel heat pack.  However, I'm trying not to let the pain rule me at the moment, which is hard but a challenge I'm prepared to take head on when I'm feeling brave.

So I said yes.

We walked slowly out to the car and off we went.

Here's something you should know about my brother.  He knows about my Gynae and other health issues, but we don't talk about it unless I feel like talking - Mum keeps him up to date when there is news I'm too upset to tell him myself.  I have nicknamed him my 'fun officer' because he looks after me by watching TV and movies with me and distracting me from whatever I am dealing with.

So, there we were in the car, me trying to breathe the pain through with gritted teeth.

He got out his phone, plugged it in and said to me "I've got a new song that I want to play for you.  When I first heard it, I immediately thought of you."

Then this song began to play...



It was a beautiful moment between us as we sat there listening to Nobody Knows by P!nk.

I was a bit emotional as the song played through and I listened to the lyrics.  I like some of P!nk's music and couldn't believe I hadn't heard this song before now, but in some ways I was glad.  It felt really special that my brother had heard this song and thought about me while he was listening.

The lyrics really hit home for me, as being a girl with Endometriosis and ongoing pain, it often feels like nobody knows or understands what I'm going through.  I just have to remember that I'm not alone and have my family around me to support me.

Thank you to my brother for introducing me to a beautiful song - you're the best!

                         

Diagnosed

I guess my Endometriosis diagnosis came as a relief to me, more than anything else.

No more wondering if what I had been going through was normal or not, because I finally knew that it wasn't.

As my health went further downhill towards the end of 2013, I was taking time off work nearly every month or cancelling my plans so I could be at home.  It was much easier to get through my perwor each month when I could just work through it and not have to be out putting a brave face on even though I was in severe pain and felt rotten.

Things got so bad that I ended up going to see yet another doctor about my periods in December 2013.  I was referred to a specialist just before Christmas 2013 by him, but he told me that I almost certainly had severe endometriosis.

That was the first time any doctor had ever mentioned Endometriosis to me and told me that it was likely that I had it in the same sentence.

I did know a bit about Endometriosis already, as my Mum had it and we had discussed the possibility of me having Gynae issues on several occasions.  Also, she was keeping an eye on me and what I was going through as she was fully aware that it was possible for me to have Endometriosis because of her history.

It was a relief to hear that something was probably wrong as when I had been to see multiple GPs and a couple of Specialist Gynaecologists over the years, they didn't really know if there was something wrong or not and just said to try different pain relief.

That was the beginning of my Endo diagnosis journey.  I will continue to write more about my Endometriosis diagnosis and the events since then in future posts.